New Life? Everything changed...

Ever since I came to Sunway College, my joyfulness I can't deny.

After all, this was my first time study in a new surrounding after 7 years in SSA. I was afraid. To leave the school I use to stay and start myself in a new strange place. 

I tried my best to please every single one I could. Diploma BA Aug 12, my class, Group C. 34 of us.
Of cause, I will never treat everyone of them the same but I really tried my best to communicate well on them. Group C is pretty special compared to other group, still there were some misunderstanding and quarrel. 

I should admit that, since I came to Sunway College. I absorbed a lot of experiences ( on many ways, human relationships, skills, communicate... ) from them and lecturers. On the other hand, I accepted many stresses as well. Why do I use the word "accept"? For me, these stresses are completely harmful. It helps to grow up. I learned to duel with matter.

Only thing that I ashamed of. I really squandered (waste) money a lot. I eat 2 meals outside in a day, playing and driving around. I guess I am "Falling". Study is already out of my list. I hope someone can find me a Long Rope and pull me out of this Quicksand. I don't want to keep falling and reach the bottom of line. That will be the time no one will ever help me, I don't really want it to happen.

One this that I should be proud of. Maybe being the leader of my group. Leadership, I don't really good in this, somehow they trusted me. I am very thankful to all of them. They believed and listened what I said, even though I am not a good leader. I actually not good at any of the subject and I believe they actually they can do better than me. I am lazy and I know it. I am happy to tell people how and what to do but I actually can not do it myself. "只会说不会做“ Talk as wisdom without doing. That is me I could say. Maybe I am suitable to stay in the Research and Development department. Giving Ideas doing research, thats all.