My Life...: March 2013

Friday, March 22

Disappointed of myself

People do mistake
Everyday and moment
I do mistake a lot as well
Give a chance to people who did mistake

Today I did a mistake but not like other mistake
A mistake that is prohibited in my life
I break a promise and trust
I knew my friends wouldn't mind much
But form me. I never accept myself to fail anyone
I do break people promise but I will notice them earlier
I hate myself today to break the trust without any notice
The feeling of hopeless, I know they felt that.
I promised them to do something and I didn't do it

I failed you guys I am so sorry.

Wednesday, March 20

A day without

I am currently living a life that causing me busy.
I can hardly imagine a day without you guys.
Today is a normal day, a day I go dance club to practice as usual.
I can't stand the feeling to rout at home, do nothing.
I need to dance and get some event everyday.
Even a day doing nothing I feel empty.

Ah Fang, Ah Seng, one day didn't see you two is like a week.
The feeling is like I haven't seen you two for so long.
OMG, is only two days. When will you guys come back huh?
At least Elaine, Vinson, Jasper, Jason, Bee still can see sometimes.
Nana, you are lost in else where~ When can you hang with us again? >.<

I enjoyed every single day with you all, I really do.
Eventhough sometimes I might be lost or out of the circle.
Sometimes I really have no idea what you guys talking about, I don't understand.
Therefore, I always do some stupid or annoying things to get some attention from you guys.
Sorry for that~ there are times when my mouth really annoying, because I don't want to cold the surface.
Hope you guys can understand that, even you guys don't see this. Lol...
I will try my best to not be annoying :D

Tuesday, March 19

What do you mean?

I don't get it. Seriously I don't.
How can people judging people shouldn't do things that they are actually doing?
What do people mean, when they wanted somethings and they reject those things that they ask for?
Why people could say other things when they already know the truth?
Where is the responsibility that people need to hold for their words?

I don't understand anymore.

Thursday, March 14

You pay you get

Always there is a word been said since long ago, no pay no get.
You won't achieve anything unless you pay for something. There is no free meal in the world.

You may not believe what I said but imagine you useyour time of playing to read some news or English articles. Your gains will be information and good in language.

Games always an attractive seducer. How much time I have spent for games, I have no idea.

Well at least I uninstall dota, lol, blackshot, dead island, dead space, saints rows and other all my favorite games.

I may lose a lot of fun but I actually gained more. I am now living in reality instead of fake. I am now having better relationship with human, I am now doing more sports than I used to. I am getting better result than I had in high school.

All sorts of benefits I got after I stopped gaming.
I will not say gaming is bad, I still do some times but reduce the amount of gaming really brings me a better life to live.

No kidding, believe me.

Get a life.

It is in you, and I believe

I never underestimate anyone.

Maybe there are few times but mostly I believe everyone has their own potential hidden right deep inside.

Everyone has their strength and weakness.

Not everyone is good in study but study doesn't mean everything.

Don't give up on yourself when there are

still people behind you supporting.

You are not born for Nothing,

You are made to create Impossible.

Diamond up the Sky

When we were born. Parents used to play us the song "twinkle twinkle little star". When we are young, we sang this song.
What is the last time you look up and watch the sky? Did you count any stars?
Hanging up high in the sky. Like a diamond in the sky.
Make be take a rest and stare right deep into the sky. Feeling the night wind blowing. What can you see in the blue? Memories? Future? Your love ones?