Cassie Harte

My friend, you might want to ask me.

How long have I been reading this book?

I admit, I read, I pause and then I read again.

Stop concerning about how long I took for this.

I'm trying to say that:

A book is like a target.

Bad book should be lay off,

but a good one will be read til end.

Similar with task we do, we gave up sometimes.

Actually we aren't yet, we are just pausing.

It will be a time, when you feel its time to carry on.

A time when you flashed back, why did you begin at first.

What do you trying to achieve?

Cases in life we met, rejected us from passing through.

Cases in life we met, confused us to continue.

There is difference between,

Can I do it and I can do it.

Sometimes its not you can't,

its juts the matter of time.

"I did tell, I did"- Cassie Harte

It is a good book, why ain't I finish yet?

I paused and I continue.

In Memory of Mr Edward

I wasn't who I am before. I was a kid who only know how to play and what to play. My specialty was hyperactive. Ever since I met my dear sir, Mr Edward; my life changes little by little.i wasn't into anything before, slowly Mr Edward thought me art isn't sitting at a same spot. You need to free your mind, be creative and express all out. I learned to blend music into drawing, then I love music. From music, then I love dance. What I got from sir, weren't just drawing and painting these skill.
I understood art is everything in life. It could be martial art that I love, photography that I into, drama that we watch and music that we listen to. Thankyou Sir, Thankyou my teacher, Thankyou Mr Edward.

*Even though I am not an artist, and I might not using any of the skill you thought. What I learned from you, it could be rusty in time but these knowledge and skill will stay with me forever.

A rush work I did today, wasn't perfect but I did what I learned.

-In Memory of Mr Edward

We shouldn't waste our time, fulfill your life with wonder.

Horizon Performance

Location: Horizon Hill Cathay Restaurant

Performance of the day: Little Wedding, Only One & Spy.

Success: Allowance form Bee at last. Got teared apart by 8&10. Heart Broken... sad

友达？

朋友是在他有困难时，让他教他解决，不是帮他解决。
朋友是在他有心事时，让他开心度过，不是问他因果。
朋友是在身处险境时，会担心与关心，事后还能提开开玩笑。
朋友就是你觉得越丢脸的事，你就越不怕给他们看到。

Abbual Ball

A very tired day and a wonderful night indeed.

This was my first time to join the Sunway College annual ball, not sure if it's the last.
It was pretty amazing, the prices and rewards they gave out were brilliant, camera, smartphone....

Totally worth our hard work.
https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=717774284904351&l=790055694298617544 

Happy Ending for the day~ Yeah :D

Result and Grading, is it so important?

Well well well, seems like someone is not happy with the result yeah?

Yes! I am totally unsatisfied with my previous semester final examination result.

1A

1B

3C

Wasn't a bad grade though, but still I failed my expectation. How sad right? T^T

Luckily I did pass all my subject.

However, it wasn't enough! There are more students who achieved better grade than I am. 

My Mom, told me to work harder. Dare me to say, I did.

Eventually, study nerdy wasn't my cup of tea. I prefer to understand lecturing and absorbing the gold in it.

Thus I enjoyed my self in study with my own way and understanding of the knowledge.

I have a major issue that causes my grade to be low.

I hated memorising keywords and definition. For me it is pointless to memorise like a photo copy machine.

I enjoyed how I used my words and own explanation to receive the knowledge.

Which made me think and create, instead of learn and memorise what everybody is trying to do.

During every examination, I wrote my definition and essay with my understanding of the subject.

Lecturer might found it weird or like 'what's this?'

Well, who cares? I tried my best though.... Hahaha

Mostly in society, people used their high grades of diploma or degree to find a proper occupation to enhance the life for a better living. To me, grades are important as well but what really mean to me is 'What I learned?'.

This is a picture that I found very interesting and it is totally what I am trying to explain.

July- August

July is on the edge of ending, August is coming his way.

I don't know why, I have thought of giving the months a sex.

January- a boy who is happy and active.
February- a smart and calm man.
March- a cute and hot guy.
April- a very pretty lovely girl.
May- an ordinary sweet girl.
June-a naughty and creative boy.
July- a beautiful and mature teenage lady.
August- a reliable honest man.
September- a smart and shy girl.
November- a quiet girl.
December- a joyful and happy girl

Not an idea has noticed, why? Putting gentles on the date, why?
There is no reason I could understand why.... but I always love the name April.

Tomorrow will be my last examination paper for this semester.
Time flew like no one noticed...... soon everything will just be gone and things will change, in time.

Lovelia Stavelin

Lovelia Stavelin's Romance

July 23, 2011 at 1:48am

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There is a School names, Lovelia Stavelin.

In one of the Year 12 class, 12A had a very confusing romance.

Sharine, a girl who is clever and charming. Her beauty makes many boys fall on her. Sharine have 7 best friends before, but 6 now. One of them, Lyncon, who left Sharine with a huge scar inside her.

George, one of her best friend of Sharine who also love her for 10 years. George know his best friend Lyncon love Sharine and so as Sharine. So, George he suffered himself and let them to be together. Poor George got to wait and wait until she realize who is beside aways.

Michael, a new boy in the school. He is shy and quiet, he did what other boys do, fall in love to Sharine. Although he tried to asked her out and get near her, but Sharine is still not out of the scar yet. His limit is always been told as a best friend.Michael is a negative person, when he fail, he never will believe he can do it any more. George and Lennie are his best friend, they always tried to cheer him up and never give up.

Again, George help another enemy of his love, he told Michael not give up but he gave up himself. He is tired of waiting for Sharine but he can't control to continue loves her every time he see her. George is suffering and suffering but he could tell no one.

Lennie, a youngest boy in the class who once like Sharine before, but he always believe in his word "Do not love a girl deeper than her". He had this word since Year 7, a playgirl who only love his money and try to get other boys in school. He is so hurt until he trust no girl. He won't love girl no more, he will only like a girl, he will not take love as a serious matter. Lennie trying to help both of his friend Michael and George, but Sharine can't have 2 boyfriend.

George decided to help Michael, but Lennie will never let it happen. He told George with anger "You don't try to be as negative as Micheal, he ain't need your help not. He tried his best, so ain't you? You will not giving up before I leave this world." George look at Lennie, who trying so hard to cheer him up, so George say "Thanks, I get it now, are you going to tell Michael about this?". Lennie smile "Hell, not."

8 years later...

George success to be a accountant, Lennie owned 5 computer shop, Michael became a well-known writer and Sharine had learned drama to express herself, now she is a famous movie actor. The others best friend are not that important in this story.

George, Lennie, Michael, Sharine, Lyncon and other friends are going to meet in their old school, Lovelia Stavelin in 2 weeks time. What will happen when they meet each other, will George and Michael still in love with Sharine? What happen of Lyncon's shows up?

I couldn't believe I wrote this years ago.

Eventhough there are some grammar errors,

I still think my English was better last time.

Miss it...

Take a step back

One war does not act simply with only one side.
Every war start with a reason, it could be minor.
Or mistake.

旁观者清,此清非比清。
所谓旁观者,就是不干事者,易撇清关系。
身为朋友,就算是旁观者也应该插一脚的。
我应该在事情还没演化大前,阻止。
看着事情变大,却不啃一声,罪过罪过。

无端的陌生人不会随意找碴地。
以牙还牙,以眼还眼的理念本就不应该有。
'因为他先•••••' 所以呢?就学他了吗?
Nonono! 怎么可以让尊贵的自己变成他们?
人家跩,你理他呢~ 微笑带过,避免不必要的麻烦。
他们还会觉得自己是否误会你。

When a war started, it's not about one man, it's about the neighbours who are around.

=3=

原以为我今天终于可以看，我期待已久的戏了。
可惜可惜～～ 累........

Well well well

Dadada~!

Thanks to Catlyn~ Hehehe

This is actually the reason why we came for.

Hehehe kidding kidding shh......

Practice before the show

Great day today, finally it ends.

Two days straight performed at the same location.

We all felt a little rush and messy with the timetable.

The main reason was because you guys actually stole the show.

The whole day performances are almost taken by you guys.

You guys sung, danced and MC, almost support every show of the day.

Maybe some of you, may have the thoughts of not doing good today.

I will prove it wrong, the songs today were great, the shows today were brilliant.

As long as I think you guys are the best.

In my eyes everyone of you is better than me far ever you could imagine.

Even though, tough things happened today.

I did cause a little trouble.

Not on the performance but personally did.

Sorry to tell, my dear friend.

I wasn't meant to be rude, please do take my apologize.

Well, luckily I did speak out and you excused me.

Or else, if I keep it silence, problem will only buried but solved.

I think we should speak out loud.

Friend to friend should keep too much, that's the sign of volcano.

End~

Jokers.

What the hack did I just said about July?

Please Be Awesome.

Now what?

First day of July, god damn shits happened.

International Jokes Day, whaow~~ So what?

Is this a joke?

July

July, please be awesome.

Gotta Work Hard Maybe...

亲近

一位原是不亲近的朋友，变亲近了，是件正常的事。

一位远处而陌生的朋友，变不亲近，是件常有的事。

一位原是很亲近的朋友，变得陌生，是极度悲哀的事。

朋友之间也会有第三者，不单单爱情。

爱情的开始，往往会造成友情的坟墓。

*附注: 根据统计，87% 的人们恋爱后，会少了非常要好的一位异性朋友和淡化了一位同性朋友的友情。信不信有你～

我相信，因为看过。

We are close yet far as well

I used to think that we were close

what I actually realised is we aren't.

We were never close.

It appeared or seems to be it.

You realised I don't understand you at all,

so do I...

In people's eyes, we were the closest.

Some even thought that we are pair.

Today, you said to me "you don't understand me"

I heard this word a few times from you

well, this time is different.

It hurts...

Wasn't what you said, it was what we realised

that we actually seems to be close yet to be far.

Flashed back,

you didn't give me any chance to know you

and I didn't give you either.

Maybe the feeling will be weird

to let me understand you

or other way round.

At last, I realised........

失眠

夜晚，最痛苦的就是睡不着

隔天要早起，当天却失眠

8给我一个不错的提议

可是还是行不通

躺着时，会越来越不耐烦啊！

感觉一分一秒都难熬

完全就是时间停止

睡眠不足会短命的

烦咯～

很久以前我是一个乖孩子，10就睡觉

后来，我越来越迟睡，但是最多嘛11，12点

最近，不管有没有读书，我都 1，2点睡

有时又早课都是一样

不是我不想睡，是我不能睡

why?

睡不着！

我也不知道为什么

可能你会觉得，这是什么理由？

我真的不知道勒...

最近都常常叹气啊～

有人说常叹气，会快老？

最近的我，很烦很烦

重点是！

我不知道在烦什么

完全就是为没有东西而烦

无端端有时会突然生气

又不知道什么气

所以，我想每天都跳舞打球，让自己累不要烦。

但是每晚躺在床，都觉得越睡越热

完全睡不着，头脑清醒，眼睛却累到死样

昨天也是早上6点才睡，直到去跳舞

不懂哪里来的kit，今天我直接是通宵

眼睛根本是累死那种，脑袋却非常清晰

明明跳了那么多首歌的舞，打了羽毛球，打了pool，最后外加篮球

但我还没死啊～ 待了一整晚的通宵，为什么不累啊！？

请你睡觉吧！不要在失眠啦～

累

有时很想对自己说，偶尔幼稚一点没关系。

往往现实都对我说，成熟点吧！别胡闹了。

人过的快乐就好

如果。。

Curse this world. 

I will still try my best not to show.

Why? Kit~~

13/5/2013

Xitta 的生日



结果知道了一个晴天霹雳的秘密 : )




回家


吃面


不想睡



看到之前还没喝完的 Vodka



I'm Drunk~  :D



期待明天的到来。。。

Be Mature & Spend Wisely

Always telling ourselves, get mature.

We talk matured, but we don't act like one.

We thought that we are, actually we aren't.

It is useless to...

Spending cash on non-value item.

By keep telling intention to save money.

Choice in on us, not others.

"My friends always eat expensive food.

Always hang outside."

What excuse is that?

You can choose to say no.

I'm sure friend always understand friend.

Don't get the thoughts of 

'I give them trouble to make other decision because of me'.

No!

Friends are meant to be understanding, solve the problem.

Just a word, "I don't want to spend much money."

It doesn't hurt your friendship!?

In fact, you might just help your friend to spend wise too.

Maybe from now on, try not to be so steady and crazy.

Maybe you will think, is not a good idea for that.

Well, rather than wasting the money that my parents earned so hard for. I choose to not be so steady.

Which mean, no crazy Desaru trip for me, no going bistro.

Will also reduce the amount of going cafe, try to avoid high expenses place.

谢谢你的回报

人就是喜欢追求得不到的东西

反正做人就是要不求回报嘛～

我给你10，你还我5

很不错了哟！

长叹

我很自责,我很内疚。

也感到很抱歉,

我帮不到你什么忙。

只可以让你独自承担。

我可以做的就只有,

让这件事减少发生的机率。

对不起

Pretty. Smile

"Happy girls are the prettiest girls." Audrey Hepburn

Reflection

Sometimes we must stand in other's position to think.

Think of their situation and why?

Do not always think what you think it is.

Think out of your thoughts, there are plenty factors out there.

Take a deep thought on this picture.

What have you see?

The more you learn, the more you understand.

Do you prefer to know the facts or being simple?

Not everything appear it is to be.

Always tell the truth.

You don't need to remember

how is the truth like because it is truth.

Freshies Night

Our 3 and 4 first actual performance.

https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=10151528041451132

Life, Live Worthy

Life is just simple as that.

Have fun, enjoy the life you want.

Do not let any petty little things ruin it.

You just have to live your life and put those worries asides. 

Challenge ourselves, don't just give up.

Life is a game, you must fight for it.

This game only has one chance.

We must face the problems and enjoy the difficulty of life.

If your life went smoothly.

Don't feel lucky.

You are missing the best part of life, challenge.

Do not fear, it doesn't kill you.

It will just make you stronger, grown up.

After a hard path, you will finally see it.

You will see, your choice was right.

Our fear, is just a thought that we create.

Some people's fear, is not just fear.

It contained danger.

Now compare to them.

Are we lucky?

Isn't your Hard path a lot easier?

Think! ...and now tell me.

转换心情

有时不是我乐观，是我没资格去反对.

反驳不了，只好顺着它呗～

以好的方面想东西，世界可能更美好.

本身也被自己的枷锁从中解放.

转换立场，提人着想，可能就会理解.

基本上，生气，伤心或嫉妒；

根本就是拿着不好的心情来虐待自己.

何必呢？开心会更好的～

A Night Stalker

Well, night is always a emotional period for everyone.

A night is the time for people to think and recall.

Most of us feel down during the night, lonely maybe?

An empty night, people look for something to do and refuse to sleep.

Example, stalking people's blog or facebook, looking pictures,

writing diaries and listening to music.

Me too, sometimes.... well, maybe most of the time.

To prevent myself to be emotional,

I love so stay with others till late night and sleep straight away when I get home.

I won't call myself a master of night stalker,

maybe I will name myself as an Expert of

Night Explorer.

I love to write blog at night, really.

I don't write just diary but I write out my thoughts.

I read though what I saw, recall what I see and finally conclude what I feel.

To present something I feel and see.

How wonderful can this world be?

Again and again~

Again I missed a promise...to my friend.
Sorry Elaine~ I didn't mean to forget.
Somehow, I also didn't try to remember.
It shows how irresponsible I am, I listened but I didn't bear it in mind.
I should listened and remember it, I should not forget any favor that someone ask me to.
I want them to trust me, to be trust-able person.
I need people to known me as "I know he can, I know he will, I trust him".
Those words meant a lot to me, I want to be a person like this.
I got to stop and listen when someone is telling me something, instead of fooling around.
Be more mature, please. My apologise to you, sorry for letting you starving.

最近脾气暴躁
容易就发脾气
常常看人不爽
现在经常博册

Elaine~

Today is our dearest Elaine's Birthday.
A very cute and sweet girl in our Extraordinary 9.
She can be so mature while remaining the fun side of hers.
Every trip without her will be empty and boring, this explained how important she is.

9/4/2013
Elaine's Birthday

We took some photo in the school before we celebrate Elaine's Birthday in Jusco.

Well, the plan wasn't going successfully. We planed to go Kinshahi but I have no idea why, today, today?? Today they were celebrating their event of RM1 Ramee. Therefore we went Shushi King and guess what? We went in and sat down, suddenly a decision made. "Shall we go to Black Cayon"?  Lol..... we stood up and walked out very shy. After ordered some set meals in Black Cayon, Diana finally appeared, with a home-made cheese cake by her own.

Then we decided to celebrate 2nd round in Chatime and we did.

We went back to our "老地方" to take some photos, yes! Our lovely Basketball court.

Last,we went to Pinky's house for a great ending in Pontian.

Happy Birthday

Elaine

You

Know That

Ex-9

Love U