Is been a while,  last updated my  Blog was long time before after Christine's party.

After school life, I stay at home everyday watching Anime, Series, Manga and Drama. Maybe sometime, a bit sport, soccer, paintball, basketball, self-playing boxing and Dance. I feel like I am a useless dead man, so every time I want to do something more useful, I failed my self with my laziness. My eyes are also getting blur, I guess my power has increased. I know is not good to continue like that, I can't pass my exam for college, I bet. Still, I am not working hard! I knew what will happen in my future but I still keep on acting like this now. Sigh~~~ I wish what I work or be for future don't need so much study.

Today is New Year, first of January, 2012. Eventually, 2011 had passed, but when I don't really feel happy. Time pass fast, another year, another memory, again it pass. I feel sad and something missing during yesterday's New Year Eve. Maybe I left my school that I study for 7 years long. All the friends, teachers, buildings, things, view, everything. It all passed, I don't have another primary and secondary life anymore. I grown up, I'm 18 now, work, college and others. I can't be a kid anymore? 

Few days ago, on Thursday I went to Christine's house with Calvin and sis. Many people were there too! Jia Sin late for 7 hours!!! Oh My Gosh!!! When she arrived she said she got 76 miss call from me, Calvin helped to call also. Then after that we ate and girls when into Christine's room to chat but Christine is outside with me, Calvin Syakir. ( Alia came after that) We play some true or dare.... bla bla bla~~~ Then I tell Jia Sin that "let's break up". She said "erm" may be she tot i am just playing, but I told her after that when I reach home. She is just not that into me, this is what i think. She don't talk to me, we don't get well. We don't do a lot of fighting, maybe not more then 3. Maybe becoz of that, people don't like to fight, but some how I like. At least i know she care or she jealous, but seriously not for her. She say she is shy to talk to me... really?? ( I was thinking, how about your ex-bf?? I not shy at all. You talk to him automatically. Fro me I need to beg you to speak.) Then we blame each other for awhile after broke up, but in a second we both say both of us have fault. Just not getting well, just not that right for each other. Weird thing was, she talk and chat more to me after we broke up.